05 September, 2012

Until next time.

It's been a while since I last posted and I sincerely apologise. But it's not like anyone really reads my blog anyway so I guess it doesn't matter that much right?

So five days ago (well, four if you don't include today), marked the end of Winter, for which I am still brooding over, and initialised a 3 month period of Spring. Cue the sneezing and hayfever. Woot, woot.
Winter and Autumn are undoubtedly my favourite seasons, with Spring coming in third and Summer last. If you know me personally, you'd know that I absolutely hate the heat. I can't stand it. 
It makes you all sweaty and disgusting, with B.O spreading around everywhere. It's the season where no matter how little you're wearing, you still stay so hot and sweat mucho grandos. It makes you so lazy and unmotivated to do things and I don't get why people love it so much. Just because it's beach season? It's time for ice cream? Yeah right, as if you couldn't do those things during the whole year.
Anyway, now I feel as if I'm just yelling at you through the screen, which is completely pointless and not very nice at all, so I apologise.
So this week has been very hectic for me, having to film my English Transformation project of The Hunger Games, complete my DER speech and I am now supposed to be finishing off my Science research, but I'm instead, blogging.
I'm so sick of school right now, and there have been so many times where I've felt like giving up. School is such a pain and the amount of emphasis put onto each of our assignment / assessment tasks is driving me up the wall. It's insane. I just hope I'll be able to cope over the next two years since it's probably going to be at least 4 times as worse.
Recently  I've been getting really pissed off easily and since I'm stubborn, I hate to apologise to someone who I've blown up at when they've done nothing wrong. I know, I know, that's not a good thing but I am trying to change this side of me. But I guess the reason as to why I'm so pissed off recently is because of so much accumulated stress and having to endure sever self esteem blows daily. 
Luckily for me, I've found something that relaxes me majorly, and I know it would probably only work for me and a handful of other people because not a lot of people probably have interest in this. Recently I've been listening to heaps and heaps of traditional Japanese music. I find it so relaxing, especially the folk music. I know you're probably judging me right now, thinking that I'm a freak for liking classical Japanese music but if you shared my love and passion for Japan, you'd agree with me.
There's something that just so beautiful and moving about the way that all the instruments play together, perfectly arranging what sounds like an irreplaceable and unique melody from Heaven. Traditional Japanese instruments make me feel like I've gone back into the Sengoku Era and makes me feel so at peace.


じゃね!
リズ ♡♡


(P.S: Sorry for making such a long chunk of text, I promise I'l do something different next time. Possibly a review on my newest pair of circle lenses, but I can't promise you that!)

2 comments:

  1. Hey who says nobody is reading your blog ?? I am !! o(^▽^)o you should blog more often too hehehe add some pictures (⌒▽⌒) and yea Japanese traditional music is nice !!!

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